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22 September 2016 @ 08:12 pm
thump  
heart palpitations. all week.

so done.

oh, yes, i'm as sure as anyone that getting incredibly cheesed off about the situation will help it most plentifully. unfortunately, there's not a lot else i can do until this latest round of bloodwork comes back, hopefully ratting out the increasingly avant garde theatrics of my endocrine system, which has, of late, been indulging such delightful crowd-pleasers as "three a.m. oatmeal isn't nearly enough," "all the women in my witch group secretly hate me and don't you even try telling me otherwise," "[incoherent thirty page tear-stained rant about the patriarchy i think]," "sleep is for the weak, let us never supplicate ourselves to it again" and "OH FUCK NO IS THAT A HAT."

PLEASE SWEET MOTHER OF ENDOCRINOLOGY PROMISE ME THAT THIS IS NOT MY NEW NORMAL.
 
 
mood: i need a hug :-(
music: stars of the lid - goodnight