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16 October 2015 @ 07:02 pm
"this may or may not be significant."  
blood work results: thyroglobulin does not equal zero. (translation: fuuuuuuuuuuuck.)

terror and needles and scans, oh my.

mood: not good
Vicki: moon phasesdaisydumont on October 18th, 2015 09:47 pm (UTC)
That sounds wonderful! Just yesterday I was listening to a rainfall video at Youtube. Ocean waves are also so soothing. There's something about water!
selva oscuraanonymousblack on October 19th, 2015 06:56 am (UTC)
there's a small meditation i found at the end of the summer while thinking about the friend i lost: recognizing that even one sip of water has come to me from every part of the planet and every moment in history; one sip of water has moved through the bodies of every person i've ever known - and that does not and cannot change. we are all of us in the water, all of the time. i understood that's why falling rain has the effect on me it always has: it's the ancestors, tapping on the windows. or soaking the nightstand, if i'm not paying attention to them.

mostly, comforting. sometimes unnerving. but mostly comforting.

Edited at 2015-10-19 06:57 am (UTC)
Vicki: Metatrondaisydumont on October 19th, 2015 03:32 pm (UTC)
What a lovely image! I've been maybe overmuch preoccupied with lost loved ones in the last years. I can slot a few of them into conventional saint roles -- Gerry's totally my patron saint -- but this is nice, in that it doesn't restrict them to a religiosity most of them weren't really into. Thanks for that. I'll remember it!