selva oscura (anonymousblack) wrote,
selva oscura

  • Music:

shine the light through the eyes of the ones left behind

query: what is the effect on one's mind of constantly walking about amid the utter ruins of lovely or familiar things? - vera brittain, from diary, may 19 1941

so many relationships of which i can basically say: well, we survived it. for the most part.

but then again.

i want to write about sex but i do not want to sexualize myself in so doing. i cannot stand the thought of becoming an instrument of my own objectification, yet another instrument of my objectification: and yet, what do i do? that's just what i do. i objectify myself. i sell myself out. i do it for cheap, in certain scenarios. i could probably hold out for a bit more. at least enough to be comfortable, right?


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